Oh boy, what a week.

 Did you lose one of your Greatest Salesman books?

Did any of you cry?

I did, and know of at least 2 other students that did, too.

It doesn’t matter.

Even if I second guessed myself 40 years. NOW, I affirm my place in the universe, among you, the stars. I am Anita. I am Anita. I am a vessel through which healing and love flow.

Yeah, but the resistance didn’t stop.

I used up all my tissue and got toilet paper to blow my nose.

Then, I remembered, I told my subby to take a backseat when I was very young, very impressionable and very heartbroken.

With that, I decided to reserve the remaining toilet paper for other crap and used paper towels.

Then I looked at the clock, then at my computer, then at my unrevised DMP, then at the clock again, then at the refrigerator.

I’m the one who told myself, “it’s OK” not to fulfill my dream. “It’s OK, I can write down the instructions. Let someone else do it.”  That will be my legacy.  Words on a piece of paper.  I’ll write it down, before I die.

And then I wrote my DMP and HOLY MESAPATANIA, BATMAN!

I’M NOT DYING! I LIVE TO SEE MY DREAM! AND, IT IS NOT OK!

My chain’s been yanked enough by my old blue print..  I release the chain.  I RELEASE THE CHAIN! GONE! That goes for dust, too.

I am a NEW MAN with a NEW LIFE.

MY JOB, RIGHT NOW, is to READ SCROLL I 3x d, 1^st THING IN THE MORNING, AFTER MY MIDDAY MEAL, THEN AT NIGHT BEFORE RETIRING I READ SCROLL I OUTLOUD with DEEP DEEP DEEP FELT EMOTION. No mocking someone else, no fun, no game.  MY LIFE DEPENDS ON THIS. MY LIFE DEPENDS ON THIS

I said I trust the process.  I TRUST the PROCESS.

I HAVE TO READ THE BLUE PRINT BUILDER OUT LOUD 1xd WITH ENTHUSIASM.

 I HAVE TO READ MY DMP 1-2 x d OUTLOUD and FEEL IT. I have to READ my MOVIE TRAILER 1-2 x d and BE EXCITED by it. (Total 3 x d)

I HAVE to read THE MASTER KEY PART 3 DAILY.

I HAVE to SIT 15 MINUTES OR MORE, COMPLETELY STILL and add the exercise in PART 3 starting at 29.

I HAVE TO Read both sides of My CHORE CARD 3 x d out loud everyday with ENTHUSIASM. Then look at the beautiful job I did on my fingernails in celebration of completing a dirty job. I HAVE TO LINK “Writing down a task that has a deadline” with a sensation of CALM, NORMAL, NATURAL, COMMONPLACE, YEAH! YEAH! YEAH!!! NEXT!!! Time for Me. Time for My LOVED ONES. TIME FOR MY DREAM.

I HAVE to LOOK for RED. I HAVE to LOOK for BLUE.

I HAVE to LOOK for RECTANGLES and CIRCLES.

I HAVE to LEARN how to use my MASTER KEY EXPERIENCE App on my smart phone. Oh, God!

I HAVE to spend time, everyday, getting to know myself. I HAVE to SPEND 10 minutes,10 MINUTES, showing myself the person I really am, the life I actually live in harmony, in alignment. I NO LONGER SUFFER THE WOUNDS OF MEDIOCRITY.

It is NOT OK to step halfway to the plate. No one, NO ONE can tell me it’s OK

OMG, THEN, I HAVE to spend time getting to know some of the greatest people on this earth. I’m so glad we’re all here. Where have we been? What took us so long????!

It doesn’t matter, we’re here now. Our call to service could not be better t…. Where have we been?  What took us so long????

I HAVE to learn to shift more brain cells in Jana’s mind bending course where we read at warp speed.
Then, I HAVE to read your blogs and see some of the greatest transformations in the world. And I HAVE to share this drink of water with a thirsty world and tell them we are not alone on this extraordinary journey.